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The Holy Trial

I fall to my knees. Shattered like a piece of glass.
Oh God, show me.
Thoughts running so deep.
Within my skin.
Help me breath.
Oh God, show me.
Justice will be served through life.
Judge me, make it all alright.
Put me on trial, make me see the beauty within me.
Cleanse my soul, make me new again.
Wash my heart, make me whole.
Beam your shine on to me.
Help guide me through.
Oh God, show me.
Justice will be served through life.
Judge me, make it all alright.
Put me on trial, make me see the beauty within me.

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