It's funny when people ask how Justin and I met. I've actually know him since middle school. We went to the same youth group at Community Fellowship Church and I always remembered him as the cool kid who would stand up against the wall in the back and keep to himself. I remember thinking he was so cute, but he never spoke, so naturally I moved on! 10+ years went by and I would see Justin around church on Sunday mornings. Sometimes I would walk by and try to catch his eye, but he never seemed to pay attention. He was still so cute, so your girl had to try! Somewhere in those 10 or so years I was his sister Jackie's small group leader. I still can remember one night our small group was discussing me not having a boyfriend and little Miss Jackie said, "You should date my brother Justin!" I laughed and said, "I don't think that's ever gonna happen." Jackie replied with a smirk , "You guys are gonna get married." I laughed it off, but I
I had a revelation yesterday as our plane flew into Chicago. ‘Shepherd’ by Amanda Cook started playing on my iPod and I was looking down over Lake Michigan meeting the enormous, glistening skyscrapers and I had a thought that took my breath away. “God wants me.” I started to feel this overpowering feeling of joy and I could not wipe the smile off my face even though I really tried, because people were starting to stare. God wants me. He chose me. He has planned something spectacular for my life. Do you know what the best part is? I have NO IDEA what it is! I am totally and completely clueless as to what God has in store for me and I could not be happier about it. I decided right then, sitting in seat 28C that I would live everyday seeking the Lord. Calling for Him and listening for Him, not the world. I keep trying to plan out my life. Trying to shove it into a mold that just doesn’t seem to fit. Convincing myself that I should have accomplished certain things or have had